For Ory
I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to consistently write in this tumblr. Come to think of it, I don’t know if I’m consistent with anything. When it comes to things that are neutral or positive, we use words like “consistency,” “routine,” “habitual,” etc. But when it’s a negative thing, its suddenly an “addiction” or a “recurring problem”… definitely not a fan of these words.
Ory really thinks my gambling has become a “serious problem.” My other peers say I have an “addictive” personality. I hate that these words exist in other people’s descriptions of me. First of all, yes I do have quite a number of problems, but I do not have an addictive personality.
MY DEFENSE:
1. I get way too emotional with small wins and losses. Meaning, I get very upset when I lose a couple bills and so I stop. Which brings me to #2…
2. I STOP.
3. I play with a bankroll. This does not mean I am rich. Rather, that I play with my previous winnings. It’s a hobby that supports itself (for the most part). I’m sure I may be down overall, but it’s not even close to a significant amount. I do not mean to sound snobby. I am fully aware that $100 can go a long way for starving children across the world- which brings me to #4…
4. I’m pretty sure I invest more money, effort, and time into helping people who need it. I do not mean to sound like a saint. Obviously, I’m not. If I had $100 to gamble or share, I’d donate it to Japan. (Or I’d gamble, triple it and donate more! Haha, joking.)
5. It is not my life, it is just a hobby. As far as I’m concerned I have a life outside of gambling, and I do it for fun.
6. I have never gambled away important money (like rent money or car payments). When I am broke and tight on money, I don’t gamble!
7. I don’t have to do it.
Ok, now that my little rant is finished, I hope to have convinced Ory (who this post is lovingly dedicated to) and myself that I do not have a problem.
